The Bob Graham Round

It was the 9th July 2015 a warm evening, I ventured on my first fell run with Penistone Footpath Runners, meeting just off Manchester Road in a lay by named locally as Fiddlers Green, I was lead by a group of local Penistone fell runners, Ian Charlsworth, Chris Charlsworth, Steve Sanders, Steve Stead & James Pierce, they dragged me around the delights of Round Hill, Swains Head, Grinah Stones and Barrow Stones at the time this land was Alien to me and so difficult to move over, I was slow and found it very hard going a different world compared to the road running I had been doing for the previous 6 months.

We also visited the source of the Derwent a little sign stuck in a bog i thought at the time. And saw a Large chinook appear over the brow of the hill Vietnam style, before flying 20m straight over our heads. Amazing!

All the talk that evening was about the Bob Graham Round, James Pierce had successfully completed only a couple of weeks before, most of this run I was flagging way off the pace struggling to keep up with the group, my heart beating out of my chest and breathing way too heavy for the pace I thought, id never done something so difficult, and these guys were bouncing like gazelles all talking about this thing called the Bob Graham, this is where it started, my obsession with fell running but also the first thing I did when I got home is pop up google and search, The Bob Graham………..

Well… I was curious who the bloody hell was Bob Graham?

Bob Graham Centre (apparently with his pacers in Dunmail raise in 1932)

Well, legend has it that back in 1932, Bob Graham thought it would be a good idea to run 66 miles up and down 42 mountains in under a day. Crazy, right? But hey, he did it, and now every masochistic fell runner dreams of doing the same. Now including me.

The Bob Graham Route

I thought at the time (Id never been to the Lake District) this cant be so difficult ? but over the last 9 years I have learnt a lot about this round and Let me tell you, it’s like Mother Nature herself decided to test her most sadistic inclinations. Picture yourself scrambling up scree slopes, hurdling over bogs, and dodging sheep shit having to climb similar ascent as Mount Everestβ€”all while battling the unpredictable weather of the Lake District. Oh, and did I mention the part where you have to do it all within a single day? Yeah, fun times, but what a challenge.

Despite the pain, and the occasional existential crisis, there’s something oddly exhilarating about pushing your body to its limits in pursuit of a challenge like this, and over the last 9 years I became intimately acquainted with every rock, bog, and sheep in the Lake District!

Supporting

I learnt over the next few years that to attempt the BG you really need to earn you stripes within the fell community, unless you are insanely fit and can do it self supported, most people who attempt the BG need a support crew to cover the 5 legs, Pacers & Road Support. And theres a tradition of supporting other people first, learning the route back to front and treating the challenge with the respect it deserves.

In 2017 I supported my first BG, for Andy Swift. After this it became an annual pilgrimage to support others, successful and unsuccessful.

I found great joy in being part of these journeys, witnessing the highs and lows, and being a source of encouragement and support. Each experience taught me valuable lessons about resilience, determination, and the power of community. Over the years, I have seen individuals overcome seemingly insurmountable challenges, and I have celebrated alongside them in their triumphs.

Andy Swift – Successful BG

I also had the pleasure to be part of the support for the Double BG record and successful Wainwrights completions.

Dougie Zinis – Double BG Record

Equally, I have offered a comforting presence and words of hope during moments of disappointment.

Previous Attempts

Friends at Moot Hall 2019

In 2020 at the early start of the year I was training heavy for the Manchester Marathon, my goal was a 2:45 marathon, I was hitting 60+ mile weeks consistently with 20 mile runs hitting my goal marathon pace. Then in March Covid hit hard! The marathon was cancelled.

I was gutted, but thought I would just change my training and do something differently I decided to target the BG the goal was to attempt in the September of 2020. I soon started hitting the 10,000 feet of climb weeks I had heard were so important as a staple for the BG.
Friday mornings were a regular 5am drive with Phil Montgomery over to Win Hill to rep up and down the same 1,000 ft climb 3,4,5 x in a row, I was feeling strong, smashing local fell routes in amazing times, like Holme Moss & Edale Skyline, I even started to keep up with my good friend Andy Swift, notoriously fast local fell runner, It was all feeling like this could be my year.

My next step was to organise a recce of Leg 1&2 Back to back and get some training done up in the Lakes.

A couple of weeks before this I was out running with Andy Swift on a 20 mile loop around Langsett, I was flying the best I’ve ever felt, on the way back to the car, down Mickleden I was dancing down the rocks with Andy Swift I was determined he was not getting away from me, I was probably moving at around 5:45/6mm pace, and then BANG!

Long Run With Andy S 2020.

I face planted on a rock, when I came to my senses I had knocked a tooth loose, bust my lip and unfortunately badly hurt my ribs.

The next 2 weeks I struggled with my running but still decided to go along with the recce in the Lakes determined to keep my training going.

We met in Keswick outside the Moot Hall, Andy Swift, Paul Haigh, Clark Hind & Ian Challans, a fantastic group of Fell runners & friends, we went off up Skiddaw talking all the way up about the Bob and Andy Succesful attempt. Half way up I was lagging off the back of the group, I was finding the pace difficult, this wasn’t good after all the training I had already done, I tried to eat nothing would go down, we continued to move on and tick off the mountains finishing leg 1 descending Halls Fell.

Paul Haigh – Hall’s Fell

Leg 2 started we went off climbing hard up Clough Head, I had to stop twice on the way up this was worrying after all the training I had done but I was really struggling with this and the pace, I continued but I was slowing the group, my breathing laboured, effort feeling way too hard and much harder than I expected, I spoke to Andy just before Raise and we decided to drop off early down to Thirlmere.

I sat deflated at the Pub at the bottom, thinking all I had done is 20 miles a third of the route and I was dead, there was no way I could even consider doing 66 miles at this pace and 27,000 feet of climb.

Was I shit because of my damaged ribs, maybe, why couldn’t I eat? I had so many questions on why I found this so hard, but what It came down to is I just was not experienced enough I needed to re think my approach, to this point all I had done is one Leg at a time supporting and never stuck two together, never mind all 5, The Lake District mountains are a different monster to going up and down a Peak District hill, I decided right there and then I was going to delay get more experience with the terrain, learn how to fuel myself better, support more and come back maybe next year.

What was great is this recce inspired others in the group, Paul, Clark & Ian all made it to Dunmail and over the next 12 months all successfully completed their own BG’s.

I personally never did go back though the next year, I continued to support others but my running health deteriorated at the end of 2020 and this continued all the way to the end of 2022 I was riddle with Injuries, stomach ulcers and various other issues that just meant I could never string together a training block.

December 31st 2022

Looking towards Helvellyn on the Fairfield Horseshoe 31st December 2022

As the calendar flipped to December 31, 2022. The year had seen us purchase a family caravan, which we sited in the South Lakes near Arnside.

Amid the autumn and early winter, I found myself running in the lakes more regularly. However, it was the 31st of December that brought about a pivotal moment – a transformative run up Fairfield around the Fairfield Horseshoe.

The day was cold, with snowflakes on the ground. Yet, the high cloud bank gave an amazing view from the summit of Fairfield of the entire BG route. It was during this run that a decision took root within me – I needed to recenter myself, regain my fitness, and make a dedicated attempt at this. I needed a plan, I was nearly 14 stone, and although I could manage a few hours of running around the lakes, I paled in comparison to my 2020 fitness levels.

THE PLAN

  1. Run Every Day of the Year 2023
  2. Complete the Montane Tea Round (a sort of half a BG) in April 2023
  3. Complete Lakes in a Day Ultra – a 54-mile endeavour scheduled for October 2023.
  4. Attempt the BG in April 2024.

And there it was, on the back of a fag packet, or rather, in my mind and yearning to be solidified somewhere promptly to hold myself accountable. And so I did what came naturally to me – I shared my plan on social media. With that simple action, the die was cast; I simply had to follow through. This was the first instance of me publicly declaring my intent to undertake the BG.

While I’m sure anyone on Facebook just ignored it, to me, it was the same as signing a binding contract – I had to see it through!

And so, on the 1st of January 2023, my journey commenced, everything calibrated towards the ultimate aim: the 27th of April 2024 – the BIG DAY!

It was a phased approach each milestone was an indispensable stepping stone toward the next. ‘Run Every Day,’ ‘Tea Round,’ ‘LIAD,’ ‘BG’ – in that precise order, as per my plan. This was the path I had laid out for myself, and there was no turning back. I was going to get this bloody thing done!!

My Journey Towards the Bob Graham Round

I completed the Tea Round, with some difficulty, it was slow. Despite the challenges, I checked it off my list.

In June, I supported in tough conditions on the Dark Peak BG , contending with 60 MPH winds. It was on this very day that I made the decision to seek out a coach to enhance the structure of my training.

Leg 2 Dark Peak BG June 2023

I enlisted the expertise of Brennan Townshend, an international trail and fell runner, as well as a great coach. Brennan wasted no time in devising a plan to target my first 50-mile run, Lakes in a Day, and to subsequently prepare me for the BG in April 2024. The prospect of following a plan was exciting, as it finally gave me structure in my training.

The Lakes in a Day event arrived swiftly in October, presenting me with atrocious weather conditions including 50 MPH headwinds and extensive flooding. Despite the adversity, I managed to complete the challenge. This significant achievement instilled in me for the first time the belief that I could conquer the BG. Subsequently, my training intensified, and with each passing day leading up to April 27, 2024, my confidence continued to grow.

My all time Strava heat Map – around the BG route. March 2024

By the end of March 2024, I had explored every segment of the round, some areas multiple times. My familiarity with the terrain had reached the point where it felt as though I knew it as well as I knew my own backyard. As the date drew near, I was filled with a mix of excitement and apprehension, striving to avoid injury and illness. However, it was undeniably clear that my dream of completing the BG was well within reach.

April 27th 2024 – BG Day

My organisation for the BG had been going on for over a year and I had assembled an amazing group of pacers & support, my kit & food was ready, we was already in the Lake District as a family stopping in a lodge in Ullswater Heights.

I got out of bed that morning, I hadn’t had the greatest nights sleep, nerves & excitement had taken over a little I had sat up since 4am (don’t start until 6pm) staring at the weather forecast. I’d been obsessing over this all week. It was looking set to be a settled but very cold 24 hours with up-to -11 windchill on scafell.

I picked the end of April because I’m terrible in the heat, this was a decent forecast for me, other than ICE over the end of leg 3 I thought I can wrap up I’ll pop my trousers on after Leg 1 pull out my mittens and I can do this.

I walked through to the living area and pulled back the curtain.

What a day, Blencathra in the distance snow capped. I messaged the support & family whassap group. Reminding everyone to dress for winter conditions, there was then mention of possible need for spikes up the west wall traverse.

9am myself and my Brother – Gary drove into Keswick to pick up my tracker from Kong. It was also a chance to show him car parks and where to go in Threlkeld.

My brother is a road runner with no real knowledge of the BG other than what I had told him. He had kindly volunteered to drive around the lakes for the next 24 hours, a taxi for my support & bringing spare kit & food to the end of each leg I had already handed him a 3 page set of instructions so he knew exactly where to go, when, who he was picking up , dropping off, what to get ready etc.

After the drive into Keswick it was chill time, both me & Gary went back to bed to try get in a nap. I never sleep in the day so I just sat for the next 4-5 hours playing through the route and my plans in my head until my wife Laura told me lunch was ready . Pasta & meatballs!

A long day already at 5:10pm we set off into Keswick to meet my pacers for Leg 1. A convoy of cars with my brother my sister in law, their 2 kids, my wife Laura and my kids we parked in Bell Close car park, wow I was feeling nervous now my heart racing just getting things out of the back of the truck for my support. It was finally here, trying to calm myself down, breathe slowly Damien chill out!

Then Clark Hind (leg 1 support) appeared as I was rubbing Vaseline on my nether regions! Alastair Wareham also who’s come to see me off he wasn’t supporting until leg 3 was there with his go pro! Phil Montgomery next just had fish and chips I think he said then went to get dressed in his car. Only Tom Hollins was missing at this point but he dropped me a message to say he’d be 5 min. Brilliant Leg 1 is a go!

And what a group we made our way around to Moot Hall, Tom was to be in charge of Nav, Phil – food & Clark – beverages.

We was then on the countdown to 6pm, everyones phones recording as my kids & Laura counted down from 10 seconds. I noticed with 2 seconds to go my watch flicked over to 6 so I set off making it look like I’d set off 2 seconds early and ruining the count for my family.
Nether the less everyone cheered us as we set off and down through the tunnel and crossed the car park to Fitz park.

I had a plan for leg 1 & 2 that I’d discussed with Brennan, I was to wear my chest HRM until Dunmail and really focus on keeping my HR down to conserve energy for later on in the round. I had also planned on a 22.30 hour schedule my target being 23:30 but I know I have issues eating as I get longer into these runs and at some point it was likely I may stop so I wanted a buffer also as I headed into the end of leg 3 & 4. That being said my pace would be controlled by the HR on legs 1&2 so up or down on schedule I knew I’d have my legs later on in the round.

My hr was already way too high for the pace we was going, Tom was great at calming things down he rained me in and as we headed up Skiddaw it finally settled down.

wow so I’d been up Skiddaw lots and never got to the summit and had a view. Funny I promised myself one on my BG it looked like it was coming true. There was still a cold chill in the air but what a stunning evening.

Summit 1 – Skiddaw

It was gorgeous up here the sun was now low over the Irish Sea and you could see the whole lakes.

Phil & Clark at this point had been great feeding and passing me drinks every 30 min. Phil had an alarm set on his watch but I somehow kept asking if I was due food 10 seconds before it went off.

We were also a minute or so up on schedule taking it very easy this was a good sign.

We now headed towards Great Calva everyone suddenly needing a wee, Tom told me to walk & wee so not to lose time and reminded me a wee every hour could be 24 minutes lost. (Gary would pay for this fact later on leg 5).

The usual bogs to Great Calva were lovely not fully dried up but spongy and we bounced towards the climb we seemed to be at the top in no time, the sun still going down behind us.

Summit 2 Great Calva

We then headed down the fence line towards the River Caldew, I noticed I had a stone in my shoe on the descent and also Tom had got a little behind, I decided to take a minute to get the stone out at the bottom of the descent. Tom had hurt his foot and ripped his brand new Scarpa Spin ST , I was concerned as Tom was hurt and him & Phil were supposed to be continuing on to leg 2. I wasn’t worried about Nav but more Toms calming experience to this point had been great. Tom said he was fine.

We moved on and crossed the river and started our climb up Blencathra, Tom here took us a direct line from Mungrisdale common I was shocked I’d never done before, the sun now setting & head torches about to go on before we hit the summit.

The summit had a bit of clag & wild campers nestled in for the night.

Halls fell next, Tom Zig Zagged us down dodging all the rocks. We could now see the cricket club car park and was thinking I bet they can now see our head torches coming down. My family was all ready in anticipation for us as well as supporters from later legs who had arrived early.

Blencathra with our head torches traversing down Halls Fell

I had sent Clark on ahead with my bottles to refill and we quickly hit the road I had noticed Tom was still struggling with his foot on the descent so wasn’t sure he was going to carry on.

We crossed the road to the car park on schedule family and friends clapping it was now dark, I quickly changed my socks & top plus grabbed my running trousers for the cold night. Laura shoved paracetamol in my mouth, coke, a slice of Pizza and we was off again about 4 minutes I think. That was crazy, me & Phil said to each other.

Clark had stopped now & Rich Cottam & Tom Fryers had replaced him, they were on hydration duties for leg 2 but continuing on to leg 3 for a recce as Rich is doing his own BG at the end of May. This gave them opportunity on leg 3 to focus on learning lines etc.

Tom H & Phil were carrying on to do Nav & Food. Tom seemed ok still on climbs but his foot made it sore for him on descents.

We made our way up Clough head I remember eating a Banana and grapes on the way up just before the summit I popped on my trousers. It was very cold up here and the clag was starting to drop over the Dodds. We tagged Clough head and ran towards Great Dodd!

On the climb up Phil passed me a chocolate wrap and this was when my stomach issues started, it took a very slow plod up Great Dodd to get it swallowed I then felt bloated & sick across Watson & Stybarrow Dodd. This was to be the theme now for the rest of the round bouts of nausea and bursts of energy just after.

On the way up Raise the energy came back I now lead the group running great HR controlled and bounced to white side, flew up lower man, Helvellyn, Nethermost pike, Dollywagon Pike. Tom skipped Dollywagon to lead the way & light towards the descent to Grisedale tarn, I again bounced down the descent and lead the way around the tarn to the foot of Fairfield, here I started to feel tired again and the group all caught me back up and overtook on the climb.

Fairfield is a fucker, This was also Phils name for the evening too Fucker Phil because he kept taking good lines! Anyway The top was frozen and rocks icy a sign of what was to come on leg 3. We hit the summit and made our way back down the scree, I descended well, leading the way to Seat Sandal where again the group went passed me . So I’d noticed another pattern here my climbs were slowing down but I was descending strong.

Hit the last summit of leg 2 and we worked our way down in the dark to Dunmail, I asked Tom F & Rich C to go ahead to get bottles ready for leg 3. It was a great sign to see the car lights & head torches below us, I could see a head torch coming up and we approach the bottom of the descent it was Dougie Zinis dressed in full winter gear greeting me with a well done. We was slightly ahead of schedule as I sat down to be greeted with a hot coffee and my new pacers.

Dougie Zinis – Nav, Alastair Wareham – Food, Roland Allat – Beverages. Rich & Tom F also continued onto Wasdale so we had a fairly large group which was good for the light as it wasnt going to be light until Bowfell.

I said bye to Tom H & Phil, put my thicker coat on, changed my shoes VJ XTRM and we headed on up Steel Fell. Another quick stop 5 min and in hindsight I should have probably taken my 10 min and tried to eat more.

So far I’d eaten OTE Chews, OTE Supercarbs drink, Mountain Fuel gels, Precision Hydration drink, tiny slice of pizza, banana, grapes & two wraps.

Well little did I know at this point bar a tiny bit of Kendal mint cake, 6 jelly babies, 2 jelly snakes, 2 oranges, 2 sips of tomato soup and about 10 grapes . Eating was about to stop.

Heading up Steel fell I felt slow but my legs strong, just my energy low. Near the summit Dougie let one rip infront of me followed by the comment that will give you some energy – wow it did it stunk but it made me laugh and gave me a little boost to the summit!

From here to Calf Crag and over to Sergeant man I was on go slow, no energy at all the stars were back out and it was dark – Dougie was bouncing off in front making perfect lines in the darkness with a trail of farts following him. Alastair & Roland were giving words of encouragement and trying to get me to eat. I kept sipping on my OTE supercarbs drink and nibbling on tiny bits of Kendal mint cake unfortunately I seemed to be farting too, fortunatley for Alastair who was staying closest they were not as strong a brew as Dougies.

I knew I was losing time probably about 15 min down on the 22:30 schedule now but that was fine all planned, I’ll be honest though this was my lowest point of the round, I wasn’t half way, I couldn’t eat and as I sat off the back the group I was getting a little emotional thinking about how fucking far I still had to go and frustrated that I couldn’t eat as my legs felt fine!

After feeling sorry for myself for 20-30 min we then hit the top of high raise, Dougie said to me your running now and with that I had a burst again from this point I ran ok and in front of the rest of group with Dougie to Thunacar knott , Harrison Stickle & Pike of Stickle. Wow it was COLD at the top of the Pike of Stickle I summited with Alastair and the rest of the group waited below, the wind was picking up and daylight was slowly getting closer I was feeling positive again.

We then moved off and headed towards Rossett Pike, by the time we summited it was light and off went the head torch. The rest of the route looked moody and in the clag.

I went off in front with Dougie up Bowfell and felt strong on the climb we summited it was a little tricky to touch the summit due to ice on the rocks but I slapped that pointy bastard and moved on.

This bit seemed a breeze across to Esk pike & Great end. Absolutely freezing -11 windchill but I was moving well still.

From Great end things got very slow again I was losing energy (here we go again) and the ICE scrambling up to Ill crag & broad crag just added extra caution to things, not worth pushing it falling. Lost another 15 min here to Scaffel pike, I’d also really mastered the moving piss by the point or so I thought .

It was about here that Alastair passed me a twix that I tried to swallow and violently wretched back out. Still couldn’t eat properly Dougie passed me a handful of Jelly babies which I got down me and they seemed to give me a kick to the summit of Scaffel Pike, the summit was FREEEEZING!

Scaffel Pike Summit

The Jelly Babies had given me a new life line I felt like I flew down to the bottom of Lords Rake & Up the West Wall Traverse (which had a bit of ice but we didn’t need spikes) I hit the summit and felt strong. Dougie spoke to me here and said I was moving well and Yewbarrow was easy and to just keep moving I’ll be reyt! Yeah I will I said responding I’ll be reyt!

All the way to the bottom of Scaffel I was having fun now enjoying the scree on the way down , Dougie ran ahead to let my support know I was coming but I really felt like I was moving. Alastair caught me just before the car park and said he had to do 5mm pace to catch me, what a boost going into Wasdale car park.

Wasdale – THE BG GRAVEYARD

I decided to take longer here and try to eat! Gary had me ready some tomato soup and coffee I managed to have a few spoonfuls of the soup, drink my coffee and have half a bottle of coke. Martin Ball helped me change my socks. I was also worrying that some of my support hadn’t come back yet and I was about to leave, that being said I was assured they were ok.

I was about 30 min behind my 22:30 schedule but my legs felt fine it was one of the first times since the start of leg 3 I felt like I was going to do it, I knew my legs were strong enough to keep me moving at a pace that would get me back to Moot Hall under 24 hours, even if my eating was making my energy low.

Leg 4 I had Julie Darigalia – Nav, Damian Kilpin – Food, Robin Clough – DJ & Beverages.

We moved slowly out of Wasdale, I was told Phil H was stood half way up Yewbarrow to say hello. Phil did a video here asking me how I was and sent to my family who were back in Keswick watching my tracker & whassap group for updates. This was brilliant and his words of encouragement and from the rest of my pacers made Yewbarrow feel like a breeze.

I hit the summit fuck me I was doing this I got a little emotional again as we moved off to Red pike forgetting how much of a bastard red pike is …. I went very quiet now Damian trying to make me eat and all that would go down are grapes and the odd slurp of my super carbs drink. Robin was talking to me and I was listening but words were not really being returned in the other direction I was very focused, emotional, determined to keep moving and get up this shite of a climb.

We summited red pike the views were opening up as we headed towards and off steeple. Robin & Julie stopped for a sandwich here while me & Damian went out & back.

Next we head towards Pillar each summit now just like a dream floating past in front of me one after the other with a a different theme music coming from Robins bag at each one. Julie was nailing the lines & Damian forcing grapes on me.

Kirkfell next and a bit of a scramble up the red gully, everything was just happening one step in front of the other.. still not speaking much but I’m moving well.

Kirk fell summit always seems to drag on a bit after the scramble, Julie was in front and took us on a great line across to Great Gable. This was a new line to me so got excited as it dodged some climb & rocks.

I always remember in my head if I make it to Great Gable I’ve finished! Well there’s still about 13-14 miles to go but all the rough ground is done.

We hit Beckhead tarn which was dried up and I looked up at the scramble to the summit of great gable I’m now 50+ miles in with 23,000 ft of climb in my legs.

I suddenly here Johnny cash blast out from Robins bag DUM DUM DUM

”I walk the line” β€œring of fire”

Brilliant just what I needed really helped me motor onto the summit.

One of my favourite parts of the whole round I felt good ish! Even dropped a massive rock on my toe and just brushed it off.

We hit the summit I fist pumped the air! Maybe a little too early as after the rocky descent & ascent over to green gable, I seem to have lost my running legs again I think not eating had caught me back up , and over the easiest part of leg 4 I lost about 15-20 min, my feet dragging and my swollen big toe from dropping the rock on it up Great gable was clipping on every rock it could. I must have stubbed it about a dozen times in 2 miles, screeching and moaning to Robin every time I did so.

I knew I was near Honister now and at Grey Knotts I still had 3hrs 45 min to get back to Keswick, this made me relax a little more as I had time to have a break try eat then have plenty of time to get leg 5 done.

Julie went off ahead to let them know I was coming I could see my kids were there and I could hear them shouting cmon as I crested the hill.

I was a little delirious as I hit the car park and had a bit of cry again as I sat in the chair. I was told afterward Laura & Candice thought I looked grey… and were worried I wasn’t going to carry on, I was also apparently talking a bit of Gibberish, all seemed normal to me.


I changed my shoes, spat out a few things I tried to eat and off I went, the little break had given me a boost I swigged down some super carbs and went off on Leg 5.

My support on leg 5 was Gary Briscoe my Brother – Food, Martin Ball – beverages. I was planning to do the Nav on this one.

We went off up Dale head I felt relaxed and Gary & Martin were getting all my conversations I had not had for last 12 hours hitting them all at once I was now relaxed and I was really enjoying myself I don’t think I stopped talking all the way up Dale head.

Phil H was waiting half way up again to wish me well. Damian & Julie decided to come up to summit Dale head too to make sure Gary & Martin were ok with the Nav just incase I had lost the plot they were not taking any risks which was amazing of them.

At the summit the view was fantastic I touched the cairn and assured Julie I was ok with the Nav as I headed towards Hindscarth .

We summited Hindscarth I was moving ok, then we went off towards Robinson the last climb of the day number 42. I checked my watch and it was 4pm as I touched the shelter, I had 2 hours to get back to Keswick a fairly technical descent for a mile or 2 and then 10k of lumpy road back to Keswick.

We decided to take a novelty photo on the summit laying down & Martin sent this back to the group. Fuckty fucking yessss it’s in the bag I thought just don’t fall!

We moved off the summit.

Gary & Martin are both good road runners – Gary a 2:26 marathon runner who finished 2nd in the Yorkshire marathon – he likes to tell people.

I knew they would both not like the descent too much my legs were still great on descending so I wanted to take advantage so I moved well down taking perfect lines dodging all the crags, I flew down the ski slop grassy bank and hit the dirt track running 6:50-7mm pace until the gate to the road.

both of them caught me back up by the road not sure where the pace went but as I hit the tarmac my pace reduced to 10mm with a walk up any incline. I still felt ok just had no pace to give anymore as used my last but of energy on the descent. I knew it was just going to be a slow plod now back to Keswick but one I know I would enjoy.

It was now warm for the first time in 23 hours and I was still dressed for -11. I dropped my coat and took my trousers off Gary Helping me , I noticed they were wet through inside.. and unfortunately stunk of piss!

I realised at this point I’d not actually mastered pissing and moving at the same time, brotherly love and all that Gary carried them all way back to Keswick.

Martin & Gary kept me moving and we turned finally off the footpath near the premier inn and onto the main road up into Keswick.

As we hit the the roundabout my energy came back and I bounded up to the Moot hall, my family & friends clapping & cheering, I ran up the steps and touched that green door I’d been obsessing about for so long.

I sat down had another cry wow ! I think I cried more than I ate, good job I was drinking well and not losing all my salts.


Laura gave me a hug as did my kids.

I’m now a proud member of The Bob Graham Club

Member 2,818+ I find out my number at the end of the year.

What a day out, by far the hardest but also one of the most amazing experiences in my life. Grateful for all my support family & friends.

Thank you to Laura, my kids Nirvana & Orlando.. enabling me to train for something and remain supportive of me throughout without it would not be possible.
With Hard work & self belief you really can make dreams come true.

What Next?


Trigger (DNF)Β 


I started the day with about 2 hours sleep, tossing and turning with nerves, over thinking the challenge ahead, knowing the conditions would be bad after recent snowfall and the forcast heavy rain and wind, but seriously how bad I couldn’t have ever imagined.

All my recces/long fell runs were done in fairly good conditions.

So I grabbed my Kit (which weighed a ton) and bobbled out the door at 6:25 am to meet my Lift, which after a slight logistical mistake turned up 30 minutes late, not a good start to the day as I was already cold, but very grateful all the same.

The logistics of the trigger is a tough one.

It starts in Marsden and finishes in Edale.  (About 24 miles of the harshest terrain in the Peak District)

So Laura was going to meet me in Edale when I finished.

We arrived at Marsden cricket club, to pick up our numbers and do a Kit check.

The rain pouring down outside turning the snow to slush, I couldn’t wait to get going. 

I planned to do the first 3 miles at 8:30 mm then settle into a more sensible pace before the terrain changed from trail to moors I figured the terrain would suit me up to A635 so I would take advantage.

So Andy Plummer set us off at 8:30am.

 Across Buttereley Reservoir we went Jasmine Paris flys past me over the Reservoir bridge covered in thick mud, the plan to keep feet dry as long as possible already over in the first 50 metres. 

Then onto the track and the 3 miles of climb up to the A635. 

So far so good hit the road average 8:30’s hat had come off/gloves I was feeling good. 

I was now in the clouds heading back on the PW to the first CP at black hill, I climb the stile and looks for the famous PW slabs, not to be seen just knee high snow, slush and massive pools of ice cold water and bog. 

My pace slows as my confidence over this terrain isn’t great I’m like bamby on Ice, the first Friendly face soon comes past me at about 4 miles Robin, we then hit our first obstacle a raging river formley a trickle at Dean Clough. 

(Felt like we were going on a bear hunt, we can’t go under it we can go over it, we’ve got to go through it)

A member of the mountain rescue awaits us telling us to hold hands and chain link across. 

The water was fast from the torrential rain and the obvious Snow melt, Robin had already got across but then appears Richard Mackie we then helped each other across the raging torrent.

My feet had gone numb at this point, neoprene socks ringing through my head only heard about them on Saturday, but how I wish I had them on. 

I trodded on heading towards black hill, the snow getting deeper, the clag getting thicker and my feet getting colder at every cold encounter.

I reach Black hill show my number and then the first bit of nav to be done across Sliddens down to Crowden little brook. 

I look behind and see Ian Charlsworth, this was the only bit of the route I hadn’t Recced I presumed I’d just follow someone but the clag was so thick I couldn’t see anyone insight other than Ian.

It was now a mile or so trodding over snow and trying to follow footprints, I was starting to get concerned that I couldn’t feel my feet and asked Ian if his feet were similar, he didn’t seem concerned so I just thought they would warm up on the way down to Crowden.

John Tomlinson flys past at this point looking strong πŸ’ͺ🏼 . 

I know Steve Frith was planning on taking photos at little brook so I was planning my pose, I look down the steep banking see Steve, but I also see little ‘massive’ brook raging at pace and again people chain linking across.

I really didn’t want to cross, I already was concerned about my feet.

Majka passes me on the way down to the brook as I slow even more in my reluctance.

Ian dragged me across the river, I say hi to Steve and he snaps another picture, my hat and compass sagging in my coat making me look like I have a excess belly bulge. (Fab pictures) 


I move forward, still no feeling in my feet and take the muddy wet trail down to Crowden to the next CP.

I reach the road and the legend that is Shaun Dimelow is acting as traffic control on the A628 woodhead pass, I cross and look up towards Lawrence edge, the clag hanging half way down, the weather was calm down here I show my number to the next CP.

I bobble on around the Reservoir chewing on my flap jack and stamping my feet to try regain feeling.

I then focus on the shear mass that is Lawrence edge my way up to bleaklow.

 The noise of shotguns from the shooting range cracking in my ears.

I hit about 10 miles as I fondle through the rocks and sheep shit my average pace 11 mm.

On schedule knowing I would lose a lot of time over the next 4-5 miles over bleaklow, but that was planned.

I hit the base of Lawrence edge the clagg/cloud lingering just above my head I could see people disappearing into the cloud base, the wind was picking up and the temperature was dropping again. My feet still cold I head up.

Half way up I had a group behind me following me, as I look back my right upper thigh cramps as my leg is stretched climbing the steep cliff face, I carry on moving focused on the summit grabbing on to rocks I climb, now my left thigh goes into spasm.

I let all the people below me pass and try stretch my leg out, I contemplate going back down to Crowden but thought my legs  would sort themselves out when I get running again on the top and head to higher shelf.

I reach the top and look forward to what I can only describe as hell, the clagg thick and vision minimal, the snow still deep, with a moving current of ice water, which seemed to be flowing everywhere, the wind was relentless and the rain like sharp ice.

My compass bearing set I’m heading towards highershelf over bleaklow, sticking to my plan, over  the groughs (peat eroded by water causing deep holes/channels in landscape).

 I had no points of reference for navigation due to zero visibility and just stuck to my compass I try to run again and after jumping in and out of a few snow filled boggy groughs my feet still numb my calf cramps and I fall in pain pulling my toes towards me. 

I get up and decide to change tact and head towards the Pennine way up wildboar clough hoping the ground would be easier, (a group following me aimlessly behind) I was wrong the whole PW was another river of moving bog juice and slush, I try to jump across my inner left thigh cramps. 😦

I decide to walk again ankle to knee deep in Icey muddy water, atleast now with a group, I keep trying to run on and off and traverse the groughs and bogs my  right leg cramps and goes into spasm, at this point I’m starting to think my race is over. 

My pace is nothing more than a leisurely walk as I’m scared to run in fear of more cramp, I pass the mountain rescue at Bleaklow head, determined to make it to Snake pass I’m tempted to follow the PW and miss higher shelf check point and DNF at snake, don’t know why but I carried onto higher shelf, passing Hern Stones.

 SLAP!!  waist deep into a Icey Bog, both my legs go into spasm and cramp trying to get out.

As I clamber out in agony starting to feel fed up, a fellow lady runner stops to check I’m okay I tell her I’m done, but now struggling to even walk I know the next half mile to the mountain rescue and next CP will be hell. 

Every step my legs went into spasm, the lady staying close and making sure I’m okay, I kept telling her to leave as I was worried she would get cold too, I could not jump or stride over any bogs anymore so had to slowly just fall in.

I could feel my legs getting worse I couldn’t feel them shin down and anything above was in constant spasm, we found the super fortress plane wreck site, covered in snow – here’s a picture on my Recce 6 week ago.


Looked nothing like this today, she knew where she was now and started heading up towards the CP to get me help,  I felt relieved knowing I was nearly at the mountain rescue, I can see the trigg point and the the lady runner waves goodbye and disappears off down to crooked clough.

 My right leg is stuck in knee deep mud, it cramps tight again and my face slaps into a mud mound at the side of me – idiot I now have a face full of mud, the wind still epic and the Icey rain slapping into me.

The mountain rescue guy pulls me towards the trigg limping.

This is higher shelf on my Recce 6 week ago – (today it was like the summit of Everest)

We move towards the rescue tent which was rattling in the wind, the guy on his radio speaking to the mountain rescue at snake, I tell him I’m done and he radios my number 189 down to race HQ.

I know at this point I need to get warm, my feet still numb I was starting to shiver, mountain rescue helped me get my waterproof trousers on and extra layers plus anything warm in my bag.

 He handed me a cup of coffee from his flask and poured jelly babies into my peat covered gloveless hand.(was still looking for my dry gloves in bag).

I stay  for 5-10min but mountain rescue stress I needed to get moving so he radioed down to snake so they knew to expect me, he sent me off with a group who they asked to keep an eye on me, I slowly started moving back down the side of the hill my legs cramping everywhere at any opportunity.

 I decided to try to call Laura, thinking I’m high up I’ll have signal, I was right, she answered, but I wasn’t right I couldnt articulate properly, I just explained I’d be at the top of snake pass pick me up, I could hear Laura was panicked but I couldn’t reasssure her as my signal went.

I put my phone away and I was on my own.

The group had left me or me them, I’d wondered off down the hill and again no points of reference.

I actually wasn’t sure where I was or what direction I was facing, I couldn’t hear anyone just the sound of the rain spraying off my coat in the sideways wind.

I grabbed my compass out knowing if I headed SW ish I’d surely hit snake pass. I soon reached crooked clough, but I couldn’t see the other side and in my daze didn’t know if I was already at the side I needed to be at to follow trail back to PW.  I took a gamble and went left and headed down.

I had to cross another river, I could see a huge waterfall to my right caused by the snow melt flickering through the clagg, as I climbed back up the other side my legs went into full spasm, I couldn’t move, couldn’t see anyone and could only hear rushing water.

I finally got up, I was starting to shiver as the wind had picked up and was hitting my right hand side,.

I found a trail.

My head was telling me I need to come off the trail SEast and I would meet the PW so I moved off over the snow.

I couldn’t see the trail or PW or the the edge of the clough, I was feeling confused and doubting myself, my heart was racing, what if I’m not where I think I am.

I suddenly here a voice, I shout I’m here? Not sure why, no response I could see the shadow of two trigger runners in the clag I shuffled as fast as I could towards them, shouting for them to wait, although I felt like rose in the titanic they just didn’t respond. 

I finally catch them, I ask feeling confused are you heading towards the road, neither talk to me, so I just follow them, they are following the trail again down the side of the clough. 

I explain I’m not feeling right, again no response, are we going to the road? No ones talking WTF I START GETTING PARANOID, I ask the guy you are not walkers are you ? No response? FFS.

I carried on walking Noticed one had a trigger number so I presumed they were okay to follow, I didn’t want to be on my own.

All my head was thinking is why the hell are they not talking, maybe they are? I was losing the plot.

We meet Drs Gate, these 2 guys start heading down towards Glossop, I shouted your going the wrong way, I know I’m acting strange but listen to me I’m good with maps, now they must think I’m even stranger.

But I was going to follow them, I felt safer with these two guys than on my own.

But they listen to me, we walk for 2 minutes and I hear traffic, the most amazing sound.

I’m shivering, I can’t feel my feet, my whole legs have spasms, I’m wet to the bone, and I can see the Mountain rescue tents.

What a relief…..

It had taken me over 2 hours to move less than 4 miles, over the worst underfoot I have ever experienced.

Massive well done to all that finished & all DNF.

15.2 miles in total 3000ft of climb and a dose of hypothermia.

Massive thank you to Woodhead Mountain rescue for thawing me out and looking after me at higher shelf and Snake.

Never again ????? Or unfinished business???

Trigger Recce 2 (Kinder)


Quick Recce blog.

Set off early Sunday morning to Recce three more CP’s of the dreaded Trigger race. 

We covered possibly miles 14-22 on race day.

The main purpose of this recce was to find a good line down to CP5 a old plane crash site on the base of Kinder, and get some needed time on my feet (hopefully four hours).

I met with a few experienced club Fell runners at the top of snake pass, on a fairly pleasant but cold December morning.

The other guys all more experienced than me had plans to try find different routes down to the CP having previously done a Recce the Weekend before. (In Clag)

I decided I wanted to do my own thing to the first CP, so after about half a mile we split up and I took my own line to the crash site. 

Crossing a couple of cloughs and rivers, following a bit of trod I hit the wreck bang on 2 miles from the main road, to my surprise I couldn’t see the other lads, started to think they had headed on to the next CP.

After 2-3 minutes I could see them making their way towards me from the clough, not sure what they had been doing but was feeling a bit pleased with myself getting to the CP a good 5 minutes before them.

 IC commented “bloody road runners” when they arrived looking a little sheepish. 

Anyhow I put that down to begginers luck, we headed on some trod to CP6 fence corner, the ground runnable but starting to get steep as we headed to the top of Kinder.

We had a bit of a chat about which corner then fence corner actually was?  took some tourist photos and plodded on to the PW.


My confidence over rocks totally gone since my falls in the summer.

 The PW over Kinder is very runnable but feeling unconfident it’s a maze of sharp and slippery rocks which seem to never end.

The weather was kind, and so were the views amazing πŸ‘

We moved on to Kinder Downfall, at this point stripping off our windproofs, the winter sun was low on the horizon and we was all feeling a little warm.

 The sun causing another hazard for me as I couldn’t see much without using my hand as a shade.

We made it to Kinder Low CP7, Took another tourist snap.

The other guys looked very strong over Kinder bouncing about like mountain goats, I felt I couldn’t go much faster because I was petrified of falling, weirdly in the summer before my falls I did a race over this route and at a fair pace so I’m hoping I have that confidence back by race day.

We moved on towards Grindslow knoll, at this point I had no idea where I was going other than a vague idea of direction. (The wind started to bite and on popped our windproofs) 

 SS & IC lead the way down a slight decline of peat and bogs towards Crowden Tower this stuff I enjoyed running down it’s like soft fluffy dirt coulds, I managed to bounce along with SS.

 IC took a different line going further out, I was loving this until we suddenly reached a sheer drop of rocks and a river flowing steeply down to Edale, breaks on and I turn back into Danger mode, I see IC, RM at the other side of this drop, I’d obviously taken a crap line, somehow SS had already bounced across and was disappearing with the other lads JT a little less apprehensive than me climbed down the rocks, crossed the river and got to the other side, I slowly fumbled over.

As I crossed I saw there was actually a path/ steps heading across the river at the side I had left, so the scramble across to IC wasn’t needed, I think a wider line on race day could be a good  idea to dodge the ascent.

We then reached slabs and bobbled along to Grindslow Knoll, the lads gave me some advice on the trod to take down to Edale, noticing a can of heneiken under a rock (all I could think is how/why would someone be up here with beer, and why leave their rubbish behind). 😦 

 We headed back the way we had come to Snake, back over Kinder following the PW. Tried to retrace my steps from the Plane Wreck.

3 hours 50 min, incudling stoppages, 15.3 miles 1950ft of ascent and a great day out.

Bring on race day.

Wilmslow 10km (39:57)

Frosty Morning Wilmslow 4th December 2016
Alarm was set for 6am. 

I woke up and got myself dressed and ready to go to south Manchester my butt cheeks hurt from doing hills over the last week so I get the roller on them before I go.

Laura & Nirvana decided to stop at home as Nirvana wasn’t feeling great.

Good Job really as the journey wasn’t great – got to the Flouch roundabout to head over woodhead, incident response team there blocking road, ask guy if I can get back on at Windle Edge (Dunford) he says yeah should be fine. (Liar)

 I detour to find emergency lights flashing, a lorry stuck in a ditch and being told to turn around again, by this time I’m thinking shall I just go home and call it a day, I like to get to races early to give plenty of time to warm up etc so feeling a little stressed with situation not great race prep.

I detour this time towards Holmfirth and over Holme moss. No issues this time and I get a clear run to Wilmslow.

-2C on the car as I’m guided into a car park by a Marshall, still 35 min to race start so all the panic was for nothing, my only issue now is picking up my number, finding a toilet and keeping warm. 

271 – my number says Damien Marc above it as the lady passes me it and calls me Damien Marc as if it’s all my first name, now I have thoughts of what if my results don’t show on run Britain as they have me registered as Damien Marc instead of Damien. 


Thought disappears quickly as I strip down to my vest and jog about Wilmslow in freezing conditions. 

I look for Jonathan (PFRAC) as we said we would run together to help with pacing.

 JB was after his first Sub 40 (more than capable).  I said to him last week if you beat me you’ll get sub 40, he wasn’t feeling confident but I know from looking at his recent races it was in the bag. 

I also told JB that this will be the last time he ever beats me so to enjoy it :). (My over confidence usually comes back to bite me).

I spot Keith of BAC as I am doing strides down from the start, we exchange well wishes and discuss the elite athletes and that there will be some fast times today, I tell him I’ve been a bit slack with training last 2 months and I’ll be happy with 40:00 min.

To the start, I stand with JB – we are possibly a bit too far back and discuss we might have a bit of traffic to get through. 

We were right the first mile we run together – mounting pavements and grass to get around people. (Wasting energy) the plan in my head was to keep my AVG pace around 6:27pm and try to get progressive as we move through each mile.

Myself & JB are overtaking and pace increasing as planned we reach the 5km timing mats I cross it look at my watch 19:36 I’m feeling comfortable (on for a unexpected PB).

Another mile passes mile 4, average pace now 6:24 still on for PB, still running together as team PENISTONE. 

The route seems to be all uphill now, maybe I’m seeing things as the profile only had 84ft of climb, JB starts to pull away from me very slowly. 

I start thinking about my breathing, which isn’t a good thing, I have recently had issues with Anxiety and I get this horrible drowning feeling that I can’t get a full lung of air (it’s in my head but in the moment it’s hard to go back to normal breathing)… it’s started can’t think about anything else now and JB is pulling away (happy for him) as I know he’s going to get Sub 40 unless he totally bonks.

6:36 mile 5, average pace still on for PB, but my heads gone 😦 JB is a good 20 seconds in front now and I still see this mirage of uphill. 

So I do my maths and settle for 40:00 min as I planned.

I turn a bend see 200 metres to go I can see the finish it’s still ticking in the 39’s I see JB cross the line, I can still go Sub 40:00, at this point I’m pissed with myself for giving in I do one last push.

39:57 – pretty happy with that.

I congratulate JB & KL. 

Run back the 1.2 mile to the car.

A great event, cheap, flat (although felt hilly today) and excellent chip timing. Must be the run up Trooper Lane Friday.

Now it’s back to Marcothon – serious training and the Trigger. 

Wilmslow – Trigger

Higher Shelf Trig – 27th November 2016
I entered the Wilmslow 10km (4th Dec) after I smashed my 10km PB at Cusworth by 4 minutes. 39:50

I was feeling great, and thought maybe I can break 39 minutes , well why not? I did try to enter Percy Pud but after 3 hours of trying and it’s systems crashing, I just really couldn’t be arsed with the over hyped Xmas Pud.

Since entering my mojo & training has gone a little backwards for various reasons, so now it’s all for the goody bag.

Over the last three months I have developed as a runner (with help from running friends)  I now feel I know how to race in a more intelligent way, and this has been one of the main reasons for my recent PB’s.

The plan for Wilmslow is to race….and smart, let’s see what happens, expectations for a PB are non excistant, but I’ll turn up and try beat as many people as I can.

So I’ll see you Sunday morning in South Manchester.

My new focus is the TRIGGER……

About 22-25 miles depending on your Navigation. Its a route that takes you from Marsden to Edale, touching three Trig points at Black Hill, Higher Shelf and Kinder Low and in the middle of January.

Well it all sounds a bit Crazy, and I have heard / know the weather can be even worse, the race is over some of the wildest terrain in Yorkshire & Derbyshire, arguably the U.K..

My longest fell race was the Kinder Trog, this year at only 16 miles, so this really is a next step up the endurance ladder for me.

I need to be prepared. 

Which involves partial recces of the route over winter, to have a feel of where I’m going as this will really help me mentally and time wise on the day.

I also need to increase my training and build my endurance, I have 6 weeks , I’m hoping my 1700 miles banked for 2016 will hold me in good stead.

It’s likely I will be 5 hours plus on my feet on race day in freezing conditions, how do I get myself ready for this?

27th November – Sunday just gone.

I did my first recce of part of the route from Crowden to Snake pass. About 5 miles, but 12 miles out and back on the route I had planned.

This was the first time ever I wasn’t following an experienced fell runner from the club. So I really needed my map & compass and a bit of forward planning.

Wow well most of the route was straight forward. Myself and JT set off from crowden car park, knowing we had to go up something called Lawrence edge, then head over bleaklow and head for Higher Shelf Trig.

Lawrence edge – well I forgot my rock climbing gear, it was definitely an EDGE. No running involved,  Just climbing……

You hit the top and BANG Mother Nature arrives, the air drops, the bogs appear and there’s still great piles of snow.

So out popped my compass I made a line nothing really to aim at just a South bearing towards Higher shelf, I kept Holm Moss Mast on my back and just kept running in and out of holes, bogs, troughs (not sure what there called) and we made it to wainstones, took some standard fell running travels pics and took a good line to higher shelf. 

It was good fun, we even had a pit stop at the old overexposed crash site, haunting place but worth a visit.

Trotted all the way back on the PW.

Passed Woodhead Mountain rescue doing an exercise down torside said hello to Brent, discussed how conditions were good today and he warned me how bad it can get on race day.

Got to the TPT. We had been 3 hours on our feet by this time so ready for home, happily jogging back to the car when I see two chavs walking a staffy and a Rottweiler off their leads.

I walk so they don’t see me as a threat./ treat.

BOOOOOM….

Got nibbled by the staffy. Great!!! Ripped my tights. Fuming….

Had a Tetanus jab. All is okay πŸ™‚

And now I sit and wait for Wilmslow πŸ™‚

About Me –

So the purpose of this I’m not really sure yet, maybe I’ll know by the bottom?

 I plan this to be my running diary and something I can look back at and anyone else who might be interested.

Let’s do a super fast catch up.

 I’m now 33, I started running 3 years ago when my daughter was born as I was determined not be a fat dad. 

Three years ago I smoked 10-20 cigarettes a day, I weighed in at over 15 stone (and I was getting bigger)  I new something  had to change. Currently weight 12stone 4lbs.

I started to jog, after a year of running 10-20km a month I decided to enter my first Marathon, the Edinburgh marathon in May 2015, what a bloody idiot.

I finished it and hated every second (4hrs 17).

Joined PFRAC – Penistone, in July 2015, (made some good friends).

Entered another Marathon, London in April 2016, hated every second (3hrs 44).

Proudest moment of 2016 – finishing the International Snowdon Mountain Race, Epic !!!

Biggest achievements in running so far 5km 19min 21sec, 10km 39:50, Half Marathon 89:13. All within the last two months.

I’m obsessed, and other than Marathons I love this sport from the endorphins to the great friends you make. 

I’m going to blog my future adventures, from training runs to races, share my daily struggles of fitting in a full time job, a loving family and running as much as I can. (Violins out)

Let’s see where this goes…..

So what next?
Wilmslow 10km – Sunday

Trigger 2017…….